In the name of Allah, Most Gracious, Most Merciful
Alhamdulilah Allah SWT made me strong. After going through so many trials and hell on Earth I appreciate my level of iman so much mashallah. We are always going to face problems for as long as we live. Allah tests the ones he loves most subhanallah. Make dua and dhikr and pray on time. Connect. What I am trying to get at is that when you have Islam, you don't have to worry about a thing!
Inshallah khair for the future.